In April 2011, Shane Leonard was diagnosed with adenoid cystic
carcinoma, a form of cancer so rare for his age that MD Anderson only
had about six recorded cases comparable to his in the last 40 years.Shane had surgery to remove the tumor in his neck and this past summer completed seven weeks of proton therapy, an advanced form of radiation. Shane, now 18 and enjoying his senior year of high school, is an outstanding student who loves physics and a member of the Colorado Springs Youth Symphony.
While in Houston for treatment this past summer, Shane missed the symphony's annual camp and was asked to share his experience with his fellow students in a letter. The following is an excerpt from that letter that shows what a profound impact cancer has and will continue to have on his life.
Proton therapy, huge machine, even bigger impact
My
radiation treatment is an interesting experience. Every day, at five
o'clock, I get strapped down onto a table and I wear a special mask that
was molded specifically for my face. For half an hour, a 200-ton
machine rotates around my body into various positions and bombards me
with protons.
The machine is so large that there are entire
rooms above and below my treatment room that house most of its body
while it rotates. It reminds me of a church organ -- though the facade
is massive, most of the machinery is hidden from sight. The sheer size
of the proton machine encourages me that God is literally moving
mountains on my behalf.
A community of caring
My family
and I are staying in a hotel next to the medical center, which means
that nearly all the guests here are like me, cancer patients undergoing treatment.
Being
so close to so many hurting people has radically changed my
perspective. It's an indescribable feeling when you look around and
realize that everyone around you is in need.
In the midst of all of this, I see a deep, sacrificial type of love abounding everywhere.
There are sons and daughters here caring for their parents, parents caring for their children, even friends taking care of friends.
I share a special connection with each person I meet here, because we all have the common thread of cancer.
This is a place where despair should thrive and sorrow should reign. Instead, I have found a thriving, close-knit community built on faith, hope and love.
Unexpected giftThough cancer sometimes seems like a curse word or an unspeakable evil, I would not trade my experience with it for anything.
Over this difficult summer, I have slowly learned that suffering often is a tool that God uses to produce beautiful things. It has produced some patience, peace and perspective in my heart.
Through a tribulation like this, I have tasted a small morsel of true life -- and it shatters the American delusion that life is all about comfort and convenience.
Sometimes, life is about learning who you are; about reaching out to someone in pain; about fighting for your faith no matter what the odds are. Sometimes, life requires courage.
Through my fight with cancer, I am motivated to start living a life that consistently requires great courage. I hope that you are motivated to do the same. Even just a handful of courageous people who are willing to change the world will inevitably do so. There is no stopping a man who can overcome the fear of suffering.
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